Past present and future

I wish I knew what was on my mind Facebook. Maybe a past I didn’t live to potential? Wrong decisions made?
A present of lost opportunity? of lost friends? of a lost path?
A future of mist, walls, obstruction, of despair?

I have decisions to make, debts to pay, and possibly hurt to experience.
I am but one person experiencing living with chronic phisical illness, depression and anxiety in a society that promotes a hostile environment to anyone who displays or suffers a vulnerability or worse a shred of humanity.
I am tired beyond belief of those who buy into the shit that the media, the BBC, channel’s 4 & 5, Sky and the Tories and yes Lib Dems push out. I am fed up of waking up in a world where Money, power, corruption and greed are the true religions of those who control everything. A world where self is more important than families, friends and people. Where words and mediation are drowned out by force and yes bombs.
I am but one human drowning with my comrades in a sea of cruelty and inhuman wickedness.
Many reading this may recognise themselves in this. I just hope the person they recognise is on the right side of history. That they will be judged by our descendents as the ones fighting this cruel corrupt system.
Every day I struggle to find reason to remain here, but the realisation that if we give up they win.
Jonesy.