Limbo mind set has again returned. No joy remaining as none was earned. My life is as ever but four shades of tan. Eyes cannot focus, no longer give a damn. As I lay on sofa, all energy has now waned. Each moment is repeated, feel useless and shamed. Every second now counted all much the same. Each minute anticipated but no excitement came. Few breaks in this my so monotonous view. No feelings of excitement, not even incentive to make a brew. Here I lie immobile in a perpetual loop. A pigeon now caught in a lifelong coup.
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Jonesy, just a human.
It's 8yrs since I started this blog. now in 2026 I am 59, and already medically retired due to chronic ill health. This site sets out my frustrations of how I see our country and world, and how I truly believe it needs to change.
I now absolutely believe democracy is either broken or a cruel hoax that was designed to keep society in its place, undrt the rule of what now we call The Establishment.
Iam still at time of writing this a SWE Registered Social Worker. I am unable to work but use my experience to aid and assist others pro bono.
In Lockdown I set up Vunteer Riders UK, we sourced, manufactured, delivered PPE throughout the pandemic, in excess of WHO standards, we got over 10,000,000 (10 million) pieces and sets out completely free of charge. Not a single penny changed hands. So when I see the corruption in The House of Commons and The House of Lords in regard to the Pandemic, I feel infuriated.
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