Today, the 7th December marks around day 5 of my isolation. I may have gone to a local shop out of necessity within that time, but nowhere of note.
Every single day at this time of year is a challenge.
I am in constant pain, despite the Reletrans transdermal patch I wear upon my back constantly. Despite the additional prescribed opiates, despite the other non opiate meds I also am prescribed for pain.
So what is this pain? Well for me its beyond any ache I could describe, parts of my body feel as if I am having a wide twelve inch blade slowly inserted into me, in other places a red hot poker placed under my skin, then my bones feeling strained as if bearing the weight of a car upon me, ice and lava running through my veins, hitting every nerve upon the way.
My muscles no longer work when I need them too and I do truly ache when I move.
I am exhausted all the time, totally wiped out.
This is without describing the effects upon this body through Crohns Disease, something I take truly terrible poisons every single day of my life to suppress, a disease that means not only does my body eat itself but means I can without any notice suddenly find myself in the most difficult and highly embarrassing of situations. I have been lucky thus far in so much as I have still no bag, but have had to go through a few courses of being infused with chemo drugs.
For me this is bad enough but for others you will not see any of this, they will not tell you even that they have this to deal with this vile disease. They will suffer in silence, but to you not knowing their life, you may see them as a scrounger.
I also have diabetes, that currently may be type one, 2 or something different. The experts are still arguing it after 30 years of diagnosis and 25yrs of insulin. Even now my glucose range is daily likely to fluctuate from 2.8mml to 38mml.
This too is as the pain and crohns exhausting. My moods swing with my sugar levels. Placid when low, but at times beyond tetchy when they are high. I don’t often get to sleep due to neuropathy, I cannot stand the bedsheets against my skin. Clothes become torture, feeling as if wrapped in sandpaper.
The medications, the injections mounting up and stopping my diet that Crohns requires.
Then there is the Fibromyalgia, something some will tell you is made up, that its nothing, and unless you experience it, truly you will never understand the impact of this upon the very soul residing in our meatsuits. I challenge anyone to describe the exhaustion and constant pain this condition brings with it. Without you living it you won’t come close.
Then there is the pain of the bizarre first bite syndrome. When you first try to eat something the agony in your jaw and mouth. Not fun.
For me there, despite my triple heart bypass, are still cardiac issues, such as SVT, where my pulse rate will exceed 240bpm, angina, and I am told still arteries that are clogged.
All of that along with the effects of PTSD, Anxiety and Depression are my daily journey. Before I arise in the morning to take my first mountain of tablets, the fight to find any reason to be here. I am lucky thus far that there are a few.
There are indeed days I am skilled at hiding any of this, days you as a observer will have no idea. I still have friends and family, despite knowing about most if not all I cope with that think I will soon be over it all and will be able to work, sadly others that don’t accept I am ill at all and think that me along with several thousand others choose to be ill, choose to loose their identity, their purpose, their value, their worth, their choices, their futures and their hope.
To those of you that believe that, feel free to live my life. I would gladly swap.
Now I have written this for me, a little self indulgence of getting some folk to see my truths, but as well I have written it for the hundreds of thousands like me or sadly far worse, those you all constantly seem to judge. Those you see as ripping you off because you work and pay social security, well let me state, I too worked, for decades, in all sorts of jobs before finding my calling,my career, the thing I grieve most after the loss of my brother and the estrangement of my adult children, and thats the loss of me,the me I was, the me I wished I still was, the me of whom I had pride, self respect, and hope. That me is no more. I cling on to the last remnants of that version of me, I still keep my social work registration going, in again that hope I too am guilty of, the one where I wake up and are once more able to live, plan, organise, think, keep appointments, imagine a time where I no longer let friends down, where I don’t let me down.
That day likely will never come, so seeing posts of close friends where the sick, chronically ill, disabled and unwaged are seen as scroungers cuts me to the bone, makes my shame a thousand times worse, backs up society’s view and sadly too often my own, that I am useless, that despite the lives I have saved, the lives I have brought about change, the lives I have safeguarded, that now I am sadly seen as this pathetic excuse of a man , now I am whatever I have become, just a burden upon society, then I no longer deserve to be here, no longer deserve to live on those days I can pretend to be well.
Again this is not just me, its about all of us who you non doctors, you non informed, you social media qualified people always villify.
I am exactly a person this government, and any future government want to see culled.
Welcome to 21st Century Britain
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Britains who are they
Since when was the UK only made up of white people? Do you know? Maybe before WW2? Nope, ok then before WW1? Wrong, before the 8 war of 1853, wrong again, maybe the Napoleonic Wars, try again, ok ok then the seven years war of 1756, non, the beginning of the British Empire starting in 1497? Nooo, alright the first crusades, they began in 1095, nope, The Norman invasion and the battle of Hastings, you know in 1066? Oops still not it? Right the viking invasion 793? Ah argh nope, Saxons in the 5th Century AD? No absolutely not, Romans in 55BC? Nope, wrong every time. There is evidence of people with a Mediterranean and possibly North African decent being in Britain since 1700BC.
Given our lineage its likely since before even then.
Christianity has only been in Britain since 200AD, and then not taking any real hold until 400AD,
It was 1066 until Judaism came to Britain, along with that terrible William, who spiked Harry in his eye. There is evidence that Islam was in Britain in 794 and before. The good old British Protestant Church began in Britain in1547. It wasn’t until the 19th Century that Buddhism arrived in Britain. The Mormons, Donny, did not arrive until 1837.
So tell me again who is the most British, which religion is British? What the British skin colour is?
Nigel de-Façade, Tommeh and ‘Opkins please explain to me why you are “true British”, why you have a right to be here.
Britain at the height of its empire controlled around a hundred countries out of the one hundred and ninety five listed today.
We as a small nation imposed our masters will upon over half the world.
We did this by invasion and forced trade. Our main means of diplomacy was the musket then rifle.
The Empire belonged to the monarch of the time, and the rest of us were their subjects. Even the Prime Ministers and politicians.
Today its likely that the current Joke-King, is still head of the Establishment, and certainly that of Britain and most of the former Empire Countries – the Commonwealth. I doubt he holds the same respect as his Great Granny, but certainly a lot of power.
So Flagage, Yaxley-Lemmon and Catty Katie the Immigrant hater, don’t people that hail from those countries have a birthright to be here?
What about the people fleeing wars that we cause, start, fight and supply? Should they not have a right to safety? To a home after we have bombed theirs?
Maybe we should rid the Union Flag as its pretty outdated. Maybe the flag we should fly is the one below, the Commonwealth Flag, representing some of the countries we actually are beholding to, due to our monarchs and their Establishment raping, stripping, stealing, murdering and squandering their lands in the name of civilising but in reality for the profits and power that the British Empire stole, to ensure we all can think us better than other human beings.
Without The British Empire, our Colonies, the now Commonwealth, Napoleon, the Kaiser and Hitler would have all beaten us.
Which is your preferred language, German or French?
Oh and to be clear Britain has always in every war been allied to Russia, pre, during and even post communism. The same cannot be said of the USA, France, Germany, Israel or anywhere outside of our enforced Empire.
So who is the enemy? Keir Starmer The Labour Party Reform UK Conservatives Liberal Democrats
I personally think my true enemies are The Royal Family, Aristocracy, The Establishment, The Government, all MP’s, Corporations and those pulling their strings.
My enemies are not in dinghies, they are driving Rolls Royce, Bentley, BMW, Mercedes, Audi, flying in private jets and cruising on yachts that either they or their mates own.
My enemies are not claiming their entitlements under the welfare state, they are asset stripping it.
My enemies don’t even fly flags, they encourage people to associate them with hate.
Simple says Simon.
Victory was not mine
Last week I had some great news from the Indian Motorcycle dealer in Northampton.
I have a Victory V92 that I believe had a recall for the gearbox, and due to mine popping out of third gear I contacted them.
After talking to their technician, who then contacted Polaris – the company who made Victorys and Indians, I was so full of joy, he told me yes there was a recall, and that once Polaris sent them the confirmation the parts had arrived, they would arrange for my bike to be picked up.
I waited but heard nothing, so today I again rang the dealers.
A different bloke answered, and started taking all my details again to start a new claim, I pointed out that the last technician had done all of this and I just wanted an update.
I explained he had to ring Polaris direct as its a US import. He said the technician was on holiday.
He after stating it needed the back brake line doing, which i questioned, said he would ring me back.
At almost 2.10pm he rang me back to say there was no recall. He said he needed to know who I spoke to, despite already knowing.
I againexplained Polaris had confirmed the recall already, and I was just awaiting a date for collection.
A heated conversation ensued, he raised his voice several times, spoke over me, and became surly.
I explained that last week I had sourced the parts to do it myself, but they have now gone and there seem to be no more available, at least in the UK, and to my knowledge even the USA..
He continued to refuse to check any further, so I explained that given their breaching the verbal contract they had with me I would review them online and upon social media. I do not want others caught out.
He told me that was slander, I explained it would not be slander just the simple truth, which this is.
He then told me I was “blackmailing him”, I explained I have the right to free speech and that his company had broken their promise and contract with me.
I admit I stand form if I feel wronged, its after a lifetime of experience.
My opinion on this main dealership is not a positive one, and personally my view from this experience is that I would recommend that if this is how Indian and Polaris treat customers, prospective buyers should look elsewhere and maybe at more reliable brands.
I am truly saddened as I love my Victory, its a fabulous bike, but as the parts are discontinued, and that I cannot source the parts needed, mine likely will now be broke and sold for parts. This may aid other owners.
Jonesy
Our reality 2026
Left and right wing is only relevant to the working class. Those in control dont give a shit what you believe. Their decisions, the ones we have to live by are simply what gives ‘them’ not ‘us’ the most power and control, and what will impose the most restrictions upon us.
Fascism is a tool, nothing more, simply a way to achieve their ends.
We call them the Establishment, simply because there is no other name for them.
They really do not care about your gods, your traditions, when or where you were born, who your grandad or dad was. They don’t give a damn about your skin colour, gender or sexuality, unless it fits their fantasy and whims.
You are nothing to them, we are nothing to them. Your flag raised may mean your pride in our history, it may be your rebellion or support,you may be using it to promote or rally like minded people, but the reality is the only designs they give a bugger about are the company logos they have stocks in.
There is no real nationality now, yes there are borders they use to confine us, but their land grabs of old are replaced by stocks, shares and control of whichever corporation will give them the most profit and power.
This is our world, not one of heros, simply one of pawns.
If we all wake up together we can change this world, and that is what scares them.
Not my enemy thine
In WW2 my paternal grandfather served in the Merchant Navy, then the Royal Navy, then Royal Navy seconded to the Merchant Navy as Engineer and Chief Engineer. He sailed multiple times to Russia in Merchant Ships and their Royal Navy Escorts.
He never learned to swim, deliberately, so if torpedoed he would not panic to save himself from certain drowning, being in the depth of the vessels.
He began the war in a reserved occupation, but soon joined the Auxiliary Fire Service in Liverpool, mainly in the docklands I believe, but joined his first ship as soon as the worst of the bombing was over.
He carried out his duties and went from a Merchant seamen to Able Seaman RN, then commissioned as an officer.
The Russian convoys were said to be Hell on earth, and some of the most dangerous runs, they were to help not only the Russians beat the fascists, a cause we were allied to Russia to do, but to keep the Russian people alive. Something the Russians never forgot.
He also served in the Atlantic and Pacific, even Malaysia and New Guinea.
I never met my Granddad as he moved to New Guinea and Australia after the war, and died in Brisbane in 1979. My dad left Australia when he was 17 and worked he way back to the UK.
I did speak to him on the phone though, and was and am very proud to be his grandson.
He never considered the Russian people as his enemy, he had true respect for them, and saw many as friends.
I too respect the people of Russia, they are not now, nor in my humble view have ever been my enemy.
Yes Putin is a dangerous sociopathic meglomaniac, as is Trump and sadly Starmer (thpugh without the might to back it up). It seems to be requisite of being the leader of a capitalist country in the 21st Century.
Starmer seems intent on taking us to war with Russia, no doubt at the bequest or rather demands of his Mossad Zionist paymasters.
Putin if pushed could easily react with force that would ensure we never rattled another sabre, ever again.
Starmer is not the “mouse that roared” he is is the germ that could easily wipe out Britain, all its sill flags and history.
But truky don’t think Farage, Robinson, Hopkins or any other of the right are a better choice, for they too are owned, funded and controlled by Israel and Mossad.
Again Russia is not my enemy. My only enemies are the genocidal and hate mongers that the 21st Century seems to cherish and nurture.
It seems we the people never learn our history lessons.
Jonesy.
Economics for us all
So when writing a million most of us realise it is 1⁶ or 1,000,000. One to the power of 6, meaning six zeros after the one. A billion used to be defined in Britain as a million millions 1¹² however the rest of the world said it was 1⁹ and that is what we now recognise as a billion, so 1⁹, which is a 1 with 9 zeros.
It was Harold “Mary where’s my pipe” Wilson who in 1974 clarified that from that point on the British Government would recognise a billion as being a thousand million, purely because that was how it was internationally recognised. You see Harry was a progressive Prime Minister.
Now we know the world has a few ‘billionaires’ and sadly most are men, worse not particularly nice men it seems, but now we are in a world where there is currently no such thing as a Trillionaire it seems, according to some sources, no I don’t mean HP or ketchup, not sauces you twit, sources such as the media (not usually very trust worthy sources sadly, or even the 21st century’s version of the encyclopedia Britannica – Wikipedia), however there will be in under 5 years.
So what is a trillion. Well a trillion sounds a lot, but its kinda a ridiculously large ‘lot’. It is the original British billion, a 1¹², one with twelve zeros. 1,000,000,000,000. Now Google states there are no Trillionaires yet, but other sources say its not quite that clear, because there are people who have their wealth hidden away, using corporations, trust funds, property and undeclared assets.
If you started counting to a trillion it again according to Google would take, if you counted each number per second 37,100 years.
Anyone up for that challenge.
So there truly are individuals that could not ever count the money they have,
Its suggested by money advisers that 11.5 million people (adults) have less than £100 in the UK alone. Now i am sure Rachel Reeves and Keir Starmer would argue that, saying that all the poor have adequate benefits to save and have a large safety net, thats already the assumption of Universal Credit, the gap between applying and receiving the ‘entitlement’ is 5 weeks, and can be more. It also can and is sanctioned at the whim of a case worker, meaning that any reserves people have can and are taken. Despite people thinking people choose not to work, there is no benefit I can see in not working.
Savings for people at the poverty level are not greed, they are a measure of hope or complete despair. Financial issues are likely the biggest causes of depression and anxiety, and when we talk of suicide, well let’s just say money is more than significant.
Now I know I digress, but the point is how can we accept a world where individuals have such wealth that realistically it could never be spent, yet others are killing themselves or living in desperation and fear, simply because they cannot afford to feed their children, and will not even try to feed themselves until their family have eaten.
The poor are not your enemy, they are not scum, though the BBC and Channel 5 will tell you they are. No not when a few dozen billionaires working together could end world poverty for good, or just 100 of these super rich donating one years income – not their entire wealth could also achieve this.
They do not. They do not want to.
So when you are asked who your true enemies are, remember they are not defined by skin colour, by religion, by geography, they are defined by their willingness to let 850,000,000 people live in abject poverty, that is under (US) $2.15 per day to live on.
They are the enemy, their gods are greed and power.
It truly is that simple
Kings Army, British Christian Terrorists.
This is the King’s Army. They are an extremist Right Wing Christian Nazi Group, seemingly active in London.
They are based upon the American Bible Belt fascists.
These are a potentially extremely violent group recruiting fanatical individuals, that believe they are trained soldiers of God.
Their tracksuits make up a uniform, which in itself is unlawful in the UK, but despite this it appears they may have had a publicity photoshoot observed by the London Metropolitan Police (likely recruiting a few as they go).
Their website does not allow screenshots, therefore these are pictures of their pictures.
They like their American counterparts believe they are patriots, but are little more than a well organised extremist nationalist bunch of unenlightened mentally and morally challenged fools, being funded by Establishment money to cause as much disruption likely in the most aggressive way as possible.
These are exactly the form of extremists that if were Islamic, Black, Asian or from any minority culture, whether UK based or trained abroad would be identified, infiltrated and arrested as radicalised terrorists.
These very people were allowed to march in Londan very recently, despite there wearing uniforms, which the Public Order Act 1936, states S1. Prohibition of uniforms in connection with political objects.
(1)Subject as hereinafter provided, any person who in any public place or at any public meeting wears uniform signifying his association with any political organisation or with the promotion of any political object shall be guilty of an offence. (As cited on Legislation.gov.uk), the legislation was to prevent the Black Shirt Fascists from congregrating and supporting the Nazi doctrine. So the moment the police were aware that they were readying to march, all should under British law, have been detained and charged. This to my knowledge did not happen.
This group poses a risk to all, they are extremely homophobic and see anyone that is not a white Christian as less or subhuman.
To allow these people to organise in the UK is extremely dangerous.
They need stopping now. How can Starmers Government proscribe a group that painted some leased by the RAF planes, yet allow these vile excuses to organise.
The moment this group was recognised by the Metropolitan Police, the Secretary of State should have been informed, therefore there can be no excusing this group still existing, uniformed or not in my view.
Dear Police
Just to be 100% clear to all police officers, whether civil, military acting as police, military policing UK regions, or something more sinister that are acting as police. You do not have the right to be aggressive to the populace. The use of force without reasonable grounds, such as is being seen, on social media, every day at the moment, is not only unacceptable, unnecessary, & imoral but blatantly illegal, against the very laws you are employed to uphold.
The use of “Just following orders” as a defence is no defence, and that is UK statute and International law.
If you know a person is being subjected to illegal action by your superiors, including politicians, if you know there are International arrest warrants out for people you know to be visiting the United Kingdom, even if the Government and your superiors refuse to act, then you must carry out your legal and moral duties. if you do not do so, then you are colluding with and enabling criminal activity.
We the people of the United Kindom have a right to expect better of you and for you to represent us, the law, justice, and not the people who believe they “rule” us.
If you fail to do this there may in fact likely will become a time you are held to account.
Do not stand by and do nothing just because your corrupted colleagues do, do not do nothing, just because you are scared to be an officer we the people of Britain can be proud of.
It truly is that simple.
You are not being asked to break laws, just uphold those that are just and moral.
Your uniform does not give you the right to be a violent corrupt immoral thug, though sadly too many of you seem to believe it does.
Extremist
Well, it seems that someone believes I am an extremist.
I am kinda taken aback by that.
I admit I will fight discrimination, I will defend against abuse, I will stand against hate, I will try to protect the vulnerable, and I will speak out against genocide.
I agree I am morally stubborn, with a social conscience, that I am disillusioned with those people that we are led to believe hold power in Britain and, sadly, the world.
I accept that due to my health issues I often have too much time to over think issues, and therefore see the likely consequences upon so many, and that knowing those who will be disastrously effected have not seen the problem careering towards them like a runaway steam train blowing a silent warning from its muffled whistle have not seen it and are setting up a picnic directly in its tracks, I will shout warnings as loudly as possible, sadly too often ignored.
I am not religious, or if I am you will not know it. My spiritual beliefs do not control or define me. I hold no contempt for the beliefs of others, providing those beliefs, whether religious, political, spiritual or even beliefs in their own self, their identity, their nationality, their culture or history do not cause harm, directly or by proxy to others.
Being stubborn, experienced (old) and hopefully having a little insight and wisdom (hindsight), I do stand by my beliefs. Still being registered as a ‘social worker’ which is a protected title under the law of the land (current legislation) I have a moral and legal duty and often a responsibility (two very different words that we never really consider, as are ‘power’ to, and ‘duty’ to, often seen in government Acts, a power means you can, a responsibility means you should and duty means you must), to act upon my concerns, in extreme cases that may be reporting on, as anyone would, in the case of someone being in or placing someone in immediate, or high risk of significant harm. For instance, my having knowledge of an impending attack upon a person or persons, not I may add someone painting an aircraft.
And yes we all have such duties as citizens of the United Kingdom.
My own morals also mean I will not deliberately harm or plan to harm others. I admit there are times this personal trait has been at odds with what may at the time been the more sensible option, but again, I am stubborn. I will, however, defend myself, my loved ones, and those I see as deserving, whether known to me or not. I will do this in whatever way I can. Realistically that mostly means a Paddington stare and inflating my chest to the scale of Gunnery Sergeant Major Williams, whilst twisting my moustache.
I have no plans of conquest, no conspiring to start a Citizen Smith revolutionary group (ok citizen Jones on this occasion).
I must at this point apologise to all those younger folk that did not have the pleasure of growing up with 1970’s and 80’s tv. Most now would be deemed as too bigoted to be broadcast, but actually often was the opposite, showing to the more enlighten viewers how ridiculous hate and discrimination was. Too often the fascists of my age refer to Alf Garnet as their hero, what they fail to realise was that ’til death’ the comedy series he was a character in, was written to highlight the stupidity of his bigoted ways, and that this fascist character was infact played by Warren Mitchell, a socialist anti-fascist Jew, and that he basically was taking the piss out of people like them.
Anyway I digress.
I mentioned about social work being part of my life, and it still very much being so, in so much as I try to assist folk – pro bono, when they are not getting the recognition of needs and support for those by local authorities. These days its very much signposting, or occasionally assisting in the filling in of forms, when brain fog and energy allows. But social work, the working with people all over the UK, in multicultural communities, with vulnerable or abused children, families and occasionally adults, and through this seeing the absolute values of diversity, family and community, something almost eradicated from the UK by Thatcher and all since.
I used to be party political, however now I am pretty disillusioned by the current ‘one-party’ system we have, all run by the same paymasters.
I am frustrated by the rise of hate and discrimination, and angered that this is funded by billionaires that simply want to keep us, their cattle, divided.
I am loathe, to the point of it becoming impossible to keep quiet. I cannot stand back and watch a new world order of fascism rise and remain silent. Anyone that truly knows me will understand that I will never be that person.
So if, my views of uniting society, of identifying those trying to suppress us, of voicing my ire of discrimination and racism are extremist, well if that is the case, then sadly in my humble opinion this world has become too damaged.
I am not attempting to indoctrinate anyone, I am begging people to do their own research, form their own opinions, and more importantly go out, meet the very people you are being told that you are supposed to hate.
I am imploring you to realise anyone wanting to make money or gain personal power in politics should not be allowed into politics.
I am screaming inside for us all to recognise our true foes, and realise its not any religion but greed that causes them to become that.
If that defines me as an extremist, then so be it.
Division 1
Ok so why did Keir Starmer buy armoured cars from Israel? Vehicles that can only be used on British streets? There are still laws that presently prevent martial law, though every day these are weakened by his actions.
The government are deliberately issuing statements to the media to incite division.
The government are consistently attacking the elderly, the sick, the disabled, the unemployed.
The government only state interest in helping “working people” or “working families”, inferring those who cannot work are either scroungers or not worthy of the government’s support.
The government keep raising themselves issues over refugees, asylum seekers, and use language to ensure they are seen to have no right to be here, this is clearly inciting division, even violence, and resulted in the vile right wing march at weekend.
The Prime Minister has clearly a relationship with Zionist Israel that is beyond putting Britain’s interests first, in reality making all British citizens complicit as enablers and supporters of Genocide.
Going back to the armoured cars. They are not to stop the rise of fascism. They are not to control terrorists. They are purely a threat to us, the people of Britain, if you cant use the military upon the streets, then militarise the police, use them to stir up violence with their responses and have an excuse to bring troops onto the streets.
I am aware British troops have been training for a few years now to manage civil unrest.
I believe the government have even suggested that the military do not swear allegiance to the King but to the government. That is extremely dangerous and telling, for if we actually had a king who had a moral backbone, which we haven’t,in any way, he could theoretically stop any illegal orders issued by government.
I would like to believe British troops would not go against British people, but sadly history has shown us otherwise.
So let’s not think our enemies are abroad,that our enemies are in dinghies or the back of trucks, they actually are not the dimwhitted that buy into hate, our enemies hide in clear view. They are the self serving corrupt politicians who I truly believe have paymasters, extortionists and promises from fairy godmothers, guiding their decision making, decisions to undermine us, to strip our freedoms and our rights, to restrict our movements, to divide us.
Jonesy, simply a human 