I am bored of exhaustion and pain. This time of year truly does become a form of perdition. It makes the stresses & worries placed upon us by others seem completely inconsequential. Opiates and all the other prescribed analgesia has little effect. A few hours of trying to live for the expectation of others leads to days or weeks of immobility and struggle. Chronic illness is not living, it is existing at extreme cost. Unless you know this to be true, you cannot truly know nor begin to understand me.
Jonesy
