I do despise Starmer and his merry band of traitors, however, this does not mean I think the Tories were anything but cruel, corrupt vile and actually wicked excuses for human beings. I do not believe there are more than a few ethical MP’s of any party, and even those walk a very thin line between a form of morality and the polar opposite. We had hope in Corbyn, but that has been completely beaten out of us all now. Anyone with more than a few brain cells can see that there is no democracy in any form withing the UK or most of the so called Western Nations.
The people we see as in charge are but pinnochio style puppets, with several powerful people, organisations and even countries pulling the strings. Every chance we had for even scant freedoms have been stolen from us, the rights our previous generations had fought, bled and died to give us, have been handed away with our bowed heads. Even me writing such as this, in a very few years or even months may result in an arrest for breaching the latest draconian laws brought in to supposedly keep us safe from enemies that do not truly exist. Starmer has already showed his hand, he intends to continue down the path of all since Thatcher, he instead of hero worshipping her is firmly romanced by Blair, Israel, Russian Oligarchs, with tye extreme influences of the CIA, MOSSAD & FSB. Our true enemies are not identifiable by colour, by religion, geography, they are those so many strive to mimic, the wealthy, the corrupt, the cruel, the powerful…… well you get the picture. So don’t think we need to defend ourselves from dinghies, our nemesis will come aboard a super yacht, they won’t be just wearing a designer watch, they will own the companies making them, their only flags will be made up of their true loyalties, those to their gods, £€$.
This is about the face of a paedophile, a rapist of a child. This man is the thief of innocence. He destroyed lives. His actions were not about love, attraction, or even sexual gratification. His only motive was to sate his need for power. This is not a man, this is not a human, this is purely a monster, not the monsters that as children we believe hide under our beds, this vile creature and those of his ilk are far worse. This is the face of a sociopath, he cannot hide behind mental illness, he is not a psychopath, his behaviours are not without conscious thought, they are not a reaction to external substances, his excitement is not sexual, it is about him being dominant over another human being. Their vulnerability, their innocence, their very life holds no value in his universe, one where he is the central being, and all others only exist to fulfil his needs, his desires, his wishes. No bogeyman can compare to his evil, even Demons have a master to bow to, but not him. In his mind, he is that master. He truly believes that he is above any lord or God. This is the face of the thief of innocence, of joy, of hope, of any future that those who survive him may have. But his reign of terror has come to an end. His world has crashed all around him. The one survivor who had lived a life cursed by his cruelty has now beaten him. Her weapon has not been a sword, a gun, a club, her weapons have been her unmatched strength, her motivation, her morality and beyond all of that her ability to convince the most sceptical of the truth. The result is one of her fighting back, of her standing against him, of her reaching so deep inside, to relive the horror he imposed upon her, and turn it into strength. on this journey she had to convince so many, first those she holds dearest to her, then, the counsellors, her GP’s, those who’s view of her was tainted when and if she disclosed, and then the police, who after beginning their investigation based upon her horrifying biography of those despicable events, gathered all the remaining evidence there could be from 57yrs ago, a time before digitised records, a time before children had rights, a time where those we should have been able to trust, were often as bad as those they should have been defending us from. This evidence was then laid before the Crown Prosecution Service, the CPS, who after weighing up her statement along with the facts confirmed by the police investigation, needed to be convinced not only beyond reasonable doubt, but that the case would have over an 80% chance of a conviction of the perpetrator. This is her statement, her disclosure achieved. Then the wait began, for over four years she waited, since her making the report, for her words, her truth then being laid bare before the Court, the Judge and a Jury of twelve men and women, twelve strangers, who she would have to address with all that she had experienced from being a very young child, practically a toddler, to her being a teenager. Even then, fate cruelly intervened, and it was adjourned for a further day. Despite all the emotional turmoil, pain, and uncertainty she was experiencing, why? because the defence Barrister had only been given the case and received the Court bundle the previous night. She then had to relive yet again all that had happened and then answer questions from the defence Barrister that would horrify the hardiest of hearts. The defence called her estranged and abusive husband as a witness, despite him having already given a statement supporting her truth, this surely could only be another immoral act, to attempt to bully her from her path of seeking justice. sadly for the defence it failed, her strength actually bolstered by the realisation that such underhand occurrences could only be bore out of a desperate and forlorn defence. Even with this realisation and the positive support from the investigating officers and the sexual crimes support worker, there still was uncertainty as to the outcome. After the case was heard, the Jury was dismissed for three days, as the Court had no further availability until the following week, a direct causation of the initial adjournment. The following Monday, the Jury after deliberation returned a unanimous verdict of guilty. The monster had been convicted by twelve strangers on four counts, the first of more than three counts of sexual assault on a girl under the age of 16, the second that, on no fewer than three occasions he had unlawful sexual intercourse with a girl under the age of 13, the third that, on no fewer than three occasions he had raped a girl under the age of 16, and finally a count of indecent sexual assault on a girl under the age of 13. please understand that when it refers to three occasions, that is a legal term. The actual events that destroyed her childhood were significantly more frequent and numerous. Again the case was adjourned for a further four days, and despite the convictions, he was allowed home, to spend time with his partner, who continued to support him, despite it seems knowing what kind of a creature he is. When the Court returned for sentancing, the warrior survivor, for only a true heroine could have lived through the very real ordeal which she now had made the world aware of, was going to attend and read out her own Victim Personal Statement, her words of how these cruel actions perpetrated upon the child by the subhuman that he is, had effected not only the child, but the woman that child now is. However, after further consideration in regard to how the convicted piece of scum reacted to situations, she suspected that he would have laid plans to cause her not just distress but physical injury. She knew him well enough for that to be a very real concern, and one that the police could only try to manage. Due to this, she did not attend. Her words were read out by the CPS Barrister. Her words included these: I stand before you and you can never see me, for I am the child trapped within. At times I shout so loud, my voice not heard, like a film when the sound is muted! This heavy cloak is choking me, weighing me down from all my fallen tears; I’ve waited my entire life to be found, that feeling of never belonging, not good enough! I see everything, every look, thought, fear and elation of their minds. And; Small child, I can see you Gentle child, I will not hurt you Beautiful child, it’s time for you to shine It’s time to stand up, stretch those wings, aim for the sunshine and embrace your freedom. Small child, I have watched you grow Gentle child, you are strong and courageous Beautiful child, I’m so proud of all that you have become You are my inner child, do not feel scared, for I am here to carry you through. Do not cry as I will never leave your side. Love yourself for you are unique and truly wonderful. And finally: I’m lost. My inner child standing alone, searching and watching, scared frozen and trapped. I shout so loud, jumping as high as I can, waving my arms whilst tears roll down my face. Please see me please hold me Please love me I’m here, scared and alone. They made me feel so ugly, full of disgust and shame. It wasn’t my fault, I was a child, just a child, and they, were the monsters that broke my heart, ripped at my soul and hurt me. I want them to know that the child blossomed, this beautiful butterfly, with it’s beauty shining, catching the glimpse of the chosen who will embrace and appreciate all that I am. The police stated to the media after sentencing that the sentence terms were bolstered by her impact statement, her voice has now been heard, her journey is no longer but a horror story she had to endure, her words, her account, her life path are now and for ever more seen as the only truth. The monster’s convictions resulted in one term of 2½ years for sexual assault on a girl under 16, 8yrs for sexual assault on a child under 13, 20yrs for sexual intercourse with a girl under 13, and 20yrs for rape of a girl under 16. The vile monster is unlikely to survive these prison terms even though concurrent, he will likely serve the entire terms, and if after all that, he is finally released he will be on the Sex Offenders Register for the remainder of his excuse for a life. This was not an easy journey for her to get this outcome, it often seemed to be impossible to achieve, it was painful, cruel and she was tested at every turn, not only by his actions, but by the oppressive and weighted system that finally gave way to this justice, if there ever is a justice for stealing an entire life from a child. Her decision to disclose was beyond difficult, during this journey she escaped an abusive marriage, but the cost has been her home, at times those she loves, and her career that she never shall return to. Her livelihood has gone forever. The damage she endured has not only been physical but emotional and even mental. She now lives with High Level Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, not PTSD as brought on by one traumatic event, but by a lifetime of intense trauma. She relives her childhood constantly in dreams and can be triggered without any warning, by situations or actions that others would struggle to understand. Her natural reality now is one of constant fight or flight. She trusts very few, and sadly all too often when she does begin to trust others, often those without true empathy or understanding will betray whatever trust she has given them. Even to this day her self worth is almost non-existent, but talk about or see her with her children and grandchildren and you will see the amazing magical woman that this child, despite all the cruelty experienced as that child, and ever since, she has ever endured, shine through. Now she truly can hold her head high and know she is believed. There is no longer any dark secret, especially one she was forced into believing was not only dirty but her burden alone to carry. She is my hero, and her story will bring strength to so many others forced into living similar pain filled lives. People can and will listen. They will believe you and many, but too often, as in her case, not all will support you. Respect is earned, and she has earned mine a million times over.
I daily fight hate, I try to challenge discrimination, especially racism at every turn, yet yesterday I became victim to just that. Now it’s not for me a usual occurrence, and I am not saying it was as bad for me as for so many people who have to put up with this daily, by the public, the media and their own communities, not by a long way, however it was scary, it escalated quickly and onlookers made assumptions that I was responsible, but I promise upon my own values that I was not. I was targeted because I was a white disabled person, whose life held no meaning to the perpetrator. Just to be clear, this man was not I believe a Muslim, most certainly by his accent not am “immigrant” as many may like to imagine. He was not part of a gang, nor someone who I would have initially flagged up as aggressive. He was likely in late 20’s to early 30’s. He wore football kit, supporting a lesser known northern team, (I don’t follow football, so lesser known to me)
The only things that separated this from other verbal and physical attacks that have previously been made upon me, due to my upon those days being easy to label as disabled and vulnerable was a direct reference to my being white. He then verbally attacked my dearest friend, despising her because she also was white, disabled and a strong female. The police had to be called due to his escalating the situation and involving other people, trying to incite them to side against me. Luckily most ignored him and though some videoed him, no one physically sided with him. Still if was more than uncomfortable. Now this man is responsible for his own actions, but and it is a big but, the hatred this man had for me, the indifference he displayed towards me being disabled, and all disabled people, the frustration he seemed to need to vent at myself, my friend and the female police officers that attended was born out of the division and fear that not only the far right but the establishment and media are currently not just promoting but force feeding the people in the UK today. This hatred has caused immense fear and thus fractured what should be an amazing multicultural society. The actions of some nameless police Sergeant in South Yorkshire Police however has led me to again realise how ineffectual and highly politically led the police are. From the moment the police arrived on scene a female police officer was intent on minimising the racial abuse doled out upon us, and completely ignoring the fact that abusing someone you know to be disabled is also hate crime as defined by governments own recent legislation including the Equality Act 2010. I understand that the current climate especially within cities is potentially volatile, but he had placed us at risk, he had used racial abuse and hatred of disabled people as his tools. He was obviously guilty of hate crime. I supplied video evidence of this. He was arrested at the scene, not due to the offence however, but because he had been difficult and then abusive towards the attending police officers. He was interviewed and released with no further action. Now I can accept that, though I did not want him to be charged, I do feel maybe a caution was warranted , but given the way the police dealt with the entire situation, in effect they could themselves have incited myself if I was a right wing thug to escalate my behaviours, and to allow the perpetrator to continue to believe what he chanted throughout, that the police can’t and won’t do anything. The police sent 5 officers in police cars and a van, to deal with this individual all wearing body armour and equipped with batons, gas and tasers. We were stood there alone, for a while without support and with a crowd gathering, all believing it was me that was racially abusive. If you truly know me I am never going to be that person. But laws need to be for everyone, enforced equally. No exceptions. If it had been me that was abusive the situation I am sure would have been managed very differently, but only because of those looking on, not because the police wanted to let him off easily. This was a case of damage limitation, not justice or protection. To the police my life holds no more value than his, to their true controllers, those above their administrative bases, I, him and you are but eaters, stealing their worlds resources. We are all only here to be a bench mark for their wealth. In this case the perpetrator is also a victim, his actions and reactions showed how much he believed that i would rise to his abuse, react with aggression or similar abuse as he levelled at me. He saw me as his enemy, he believed my colour would make me hate him. Why? Because every experience he may have had, every discussion, every story, every newspaper article has informed and fed his fear of me. I do understand the pressures police are under to protect those areas their masters live and work in, but either be clear that you are there to protect the people, or are the Establishments tool, or even just uphold the law. Do not pretend to be what you are not, fair.
Today I saw groups of young folk milling around in town, as if awaiting something exciting. There were a very few PCSO’s and community security guards stood in a compact little group. Sadly though I think that there currently is a bandwagon of boredom waiting for disenfranchised muppets to jump onto in order for them to break the monotonous existence that they endure through cuts, austerity, poverty, and their own disinterest in anything but the hate filled propaganda that now has thanks to the MSM, in particular the BBC, C4 and C5,the Mail, Sun, Times and even Guardian, the paid Social media publicitists of EDL and other NAZI based groups, consecutive governments and their overlords in the UK, Mossad, the USA, France, China and Russia. It’s not truly about a wave of hate, more the ignorance of self promoting, corrupt immoral wannabe celebrity politicians who have been bribed, romanced and blackmailed by their masters as listed above, who have no motivation to change this stagnant society for anyone that is not in or above their own social circles. At this moment you could start a riot over almost any issue, these current incidents of civil unrest are based upon lies, that by now even the fools that were initially taken in by them, must now recognise as blatant lies. The only reason in my mind that this unrest has not spread to other more grassroot issues such as poverty and corruption is that those of us who see the truth still hang on to a hope that there are other options to bring about positive change, though sadly now I think my hope is not even hanging by the proverbial thread, but even then the last vestige of hope prevent our morality allowing us to propose a violent method to achieve the outcome we hope for.
You may be enjoying the riots, thinking not only are you getting free pasties from the Greggs you just looted, but fighting to get “your country” back, and making a change, but a few facts for you.
1. You are not soldiers, or a band of brothers, you are a mob of Jim Henson characters with leaders that instigate your violence then just run away and hide. 2. You are vastly outnumbered by the rest of us, despite what you think, but sadly for you we are just watching you right now, and summing up exactly how pathetic you truly are. 3. You will be remembered purely as an establishment controlled mob. Not hero’s just fools. 4. All you truly have achieved is to give Starmer an excuse to bring in draconian laws to restrict our freedom even more, and take away any chance the rest of us had to challenge any corrupt cruel government from now on. 5. Oh and lastly do you truly believe that you are superior to next doors cat, nevermind any other human being?
I am staunchly anti fascist, I despise the hatred in the UK today. It is so hard to challenge those spouting Nazi rhetoric, not because they are right, but because everything is so focused upon feeding the hatred. People have no trust in the Main Stream Media because it is used purely as a propaganda arm of those behind the power in the UK. People have no trust in the police, because they have no respect for people and are not in anyway fit for purpose, the police are in my view, basically a semi militia used to protect and do the bidding of those with power, certainly in Derbyshire, seeing a small numberplate as a worse crime than burglary or assault. Many people have no trust in any MP or government, no matter what party, because all they do is sate their own greed, their priorities are money, power and celebrity, they or rather the majority, it seems, are groomed by oligarchs, governments and intelligence services, who use bribes and extortion to control the British government. Those now getting interested in politics are themselves only being fed extremist so called truths and untruths. When I say truths, many are based upon real incidents but reported purely from an extremist slant. So called facts and figures manipulated and replaced to fit with the views of their authors to incite violence. TicTok and Instagram do not supply the truth, purely giving an electronic soapbox for hate filled self promoters to indoctrinate the uninformed. There are so many videos that will show people from a certain ethnicity, culture, religion, ability behaving and acting in a vile, abusive, violent, corrupt manner, and using it to incite unthinking folk in reacting without the full balanced facts. Yes, there are people from any walk of life they decide to target, committing immoral and criminal acts, and there are, however, likely far more from other standpoint displaying the same behaviours. I spent many years in Child Protection, investigating all kinds of abuse, and no matter where i worked , it would be difficult to put a realistic view of the ethnicity, culture, gender or ability the victims, survivors, and perpetrators held. I know there are records kept, but all of those are based upon the admission and agreement of those being asked. I do know that in one demographic area, the majority of cases may be from people identified as white, UK, Christian, yet a mile down the road it would likely be Asian, UK, Hindu. Neither area would have more cases than the other, and both areas may be at times seen as trying to deal and police issues themselves, which is what communities, Black, Asian or White all used to do, pre Thatcher, when so many communities were destroyed in Britain. If I had no moral boundaries, and wanted solely to self promote, and yes as some profiteer from criminals and abusers, I am sure I could pick any target group and set up a string of videos displaying the most vile and hateful few in that community, whatever it was. I could start a right wing group, targeting whoever I chose. However, I try to see the bigger picture. At the moment immigration is a huge issue, however the reality is that immigration now in the UK is at a high level, but according to the office of national statistics immigration from the UK is even higher. I am not a statistician, so I can not confirm this. I would say those who are genuine refugees are mostly coming in from war-torn and destroyed countries. They have seen horrors that only our grandparents and their forebears may have experienced. For these people, violence, death, and abuse are a daily constant. They fled here to escape from the bombs, missiles, and bullets. We (as the United Kingdom) if not actually used against them, certainly are likely to have supplied. Many have lost entire families, villages, and communities, some even digging the holes and burying their mother’s, fathers, siblings, partners, and children. I personally lost my 30yr old brother 4 ½ yrs ago to illness, I held his warm but intact body, and I can say with certainty than moment left damage to me, that so far has not healed. If I had had to pick his parts up, I definitely would never be the same again. These refugees are not illegal, but many have been made to flee their lives due to illegal actions from governments, militias, or even criminal gangs. For them to remain in the UK and claim benefits or even work, they have to prove they are true displaced people and are at more that significant risk of harm or even death if they are returned to their own country of birth or residence. Then there are economic migrants, these are people coming here to better their chances of work, they can only remain in the UK and get any support if they fulfil certain requirements, such as even now coming from certain EU countries, or member States of the “Commonwealth” in other words countries we invaded, asset stripped, and ruled as part of the “British Empire”. The majority, but not all of these countries are in Africa and Asia. There are 56 Commonwealth countries, and so many of them have civil unrest or war and massive levels of poverty. Even then, Commonwealth citizens need to apply for residence to remain in the UK and will often need to prove they have strong links to be here. There still are people that come to Britain by illegal means, some independently but sadly many others through trafficking and slavery. Don’t be fooled, slavery exists in the UK today, and often, but not exclusively, it can be white British folk that benefit financially or in other ways from this. These slaves can be sex workers, including children, drug mules, farm workers or even the people working at your local car wash. They may have been convinced of a better life or taken without any consent off the street, away from their families. If these people are found by our officialdom, they are often returned to their country of origin, and some sadly do not live very long when they get there. So yes, there are immigrants that commit horrific crimes, but there also are more United Kingdom born and bred citizens who do that. Some people, especially from countries where war, poverty and gang rule are prevalent, can be immoral, violent and murderous, and I have no argument to ever suggest these human beings or those we see as homegrown should be treated differently. If people live in our country, our communities then they need to abide by and be accountable within our legislation (laws). Culture, ethnicity gender, religion, ability, or wealth should never provide any protection for those doing harm to others. I would point out, however, that actually, the more wealthy you are in the UK the more likely it is that you will escape prosecution, responsibility, or even liability for so many different types of crimes. This I have seen personally when investigating abuse cases. The people that are found to be committing illegal acts whether anything from driving illegally, spitting on the pavement to harming others, fraud, theft, drugs assault, murder or slavery, whoever they are, should be charged, prosecuted and sentenced as the law broken demands, whoever they are from immigrant to citizen, destitute to the most financially wealthy, whatever their status. We need to live in a country where equality means all are equal, in the eyes of the law, sadly though there are as Orwell stated too many that are more equal than others. Meaning there are those above the law, but do not be fooled, they are not the refugees with nothing, immigrants are no different to us, they are not “illegals” they are human beings who have left their homes, (which only were homes due to the cosmic draw, we do not choose where we are born or to who) and are targeted to be used simply as tools used to divert you from the true villains, and who are they…..? The recent Southport murders and attack is beyond vile, the teenager that carried this out truly can in my lay opion, only be onsidered as deranged, on the same level as Ryan (English), Huntley (English) , Hindley (English) and Brady (Scottish). When the crime was committed, a false name was published by some right-wing hate groups, along with the claim he was a muslim immigrant, who arrived by boat last year. At the time of writing this, the Court has released his real identity, despite him being 17yrs old. It is not the made-up person so many people rioted about. I have no idea of his motives, the reasons or why he did this, only time will maybe give us a little insight. But whatever that insight brings, there is one huge lesson, and that is, do not give any credence to so called leaked information, from any extremist group in this case right wing, that invest in inciting violence and civil unrest to ensure their leaders gain celebrity and notoriety, and the members all have some people they can see as different, and therefore “inferior” to their own bizarre self image.
Jonesy, simply a human 